"I am driven by the illusion of Power": Yes
Sep. 15th, 2008 | 03:37 pm
In theta healing we muscle test for conflicting beliefs.The belief "I am driven by the Illusion of Power" is easily understood as a belief that conflicts with the desire to create a peaceful existence.
So when I muscle test myself for this belief, I test positive. So, "Yes, I am driven by the illusion of power". But for me, a man seeking peace and knowledge this can be a shameful experience.
So here is a ThetaHealing session based on finding and healing the core beliefs around being driven by the illusion of power.
So what is the illusion of power? I will go up and ask God.....
"Listen to your heart, and know that what you are doing is righteous.... The illusion of power is creting yourself as an illusion, an entity where you are proud of yourself and what you have accomplished and hope that others see you for this illusion, instead of who you really are...... "
So who am I?
"You are a man with a connection finding his way... this is not shameful, this is beautiful, so trust that you are taking the correct steps and trust that the love in your heart will guide you. Continue what you have started and work with this belief, you will enjoy what ou find......"
So in theta healing there are many tools to get to the bottom of the belief. These tools are simple questions aimed at uncovering a new understanding of oneself.
What is the worst thing about being driven by the illusion of power?
It is shameful... but not really, it is more of the sense of what else drives someone, what is an honorable drive... So perhaps the worst thing is not knowing what an honorable drive actually is.....
So what is the worst thing about "not knowing what an honorable drive actually is?"
Feeling disconnected from god, but more so acting in a way which is abusing towards others...
So what is the worst thing about acting in such a way that is abusing towards others?
If this is all yourself, then when you are abusing others, you are actually abusing yourself.
So what is the worst thing about abusing yourself?
Living in a continual cycle of disgust and regret not knowing how to get out.
This sounds like a bottom belief, so we will stop here and command a healing.
Creator of all that is, I command that you resolve this cycle of disgust and regret and create a sense of harmony and accomplishment in the highest way! Show me!
As I went inside to witness the change, I felt a lot of shame, disillusionment and confusion....
So lets muscle test the top belief again, "I am driven by the illusion of power." I still muscle test as yes, so we will continue the process.
So what is the worst thing about the feelings of disillusionment and confusion?
Not knowing what to do.
What is the worst thing about not knowing what to do?
It is the sense that everything that you do ends up not being good enough, and that any choice that you make you will become a failure.
What is the worst thing about not being good enough and being a failure?
No one likes you.
What is the worst thing about no one liking you?
You are alone.
(Now in my own practice, this is a recurring pattern, all beliefs lead to the feelings of being alone)
So what is the worst thing about being alone?
No one seems to care about you, what you have to say, your feelings, your contributions, your genius.....
What do you mean by Genius?
It is that spirit that lies within you that lives in the moment, the spirit of creativity.
Sp what is the worst thing about when no one seems to care about your genius?
You feel lost, this spark of life that you are given and there is'nt anyone around that feels the same way or that you can trust to share your desires and inspirations with. Even more, you are not communicating with anyone that is feeling the same way, so you continually feel alone.
This again seem to be a bottom belief, so we will comand a healing here, "Creator of all that is, I command that you resolve the feeling that no one cares about your genius and create the expereince of feeling loved and welcomed for being who you are. Show me!
This felt much clearer and joyous.
Lets test the initial belief again... " I am driven by the illusion of power" tests no.
I found that when you actually change a core belief there is still a sense of emptiness around the discovery process, so after the core healing I follow through with downloading many supportive feelings. Here is when I am really just channeling Source and helping the client feel unconditional love.
Here are the feelings downloaded:
The feelings of friendships based on supporting and discovering each others genius.
The feelings that you genius matters.
The feelings of being heard.
The feelings of trusting yourself.
The feelings of talking about what is important without editing yourself.
The feelings of knowing this process works.
The feeling of what it is to live without being driven by the illusion of power.
Download gods perspective of action and accomplishment.
My understanding of life is that this is all only the play of life, nothing more, nothing less. Kinda the feelings of watching squirls play. Sometimes they collect nuts, sometimes they play tag... We as humans really just do the same thing, but it is just a more elaborate process.
So I will ask God what he thinks: "It is not understanding the play that is living, it is playing that is living, where understanding is just another way to play!"
Well, I guess that kinda sums it up!
